I just feel like crap. I really miss my old life. The one in which I was super happy. I know there are hills and valleys. I get it, but this has been a long damn valley. Its not just the baby, its a lot of things. I hate my job, I miss Massachusetts. I miss my friends. Things are just not going the way I want overall and it feels bad.
I know I’m blessed. I have an amazing husband and two beautiful children (who are lately acting like spoiled brats, but you know….).
I got a pretty bad knee injury, so I can’t work out. Which I was loving and which gave me some solice and distraction (and amazing abs).
I guess this is a post in which I bitch about things. I’ll try to write something more worthwhile later in the week.