Monthly Archives: June 2011

My Strange Dream

I haven’t written in a while here. I have noticed that as the days go by, there are a lot more moments when I feel content with my two children, and feel certain that I don’t want to get pregnant … Continue reading

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Nothing New Really.

I have been feeling a bit nostalgic. I hate that this is part of my life and story. I wish there was one day where I could go without even thinking about it, but I can’t. Have you all been … Continue reading

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It’s My Blog and I’ll Cry if I Want to

P,  it breaks my heart to write this, but I don’t think it will work out with L right now.  I could tell after my husband got off the phone with you he was ready to sign papers, but through out … Continue reading

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I feel like I am loosing another baby

Well he is back to no.  “its not the right time” which sadly is what he always says. So my thought is that there will never really be a “right” time. I feel like I am loosing another baby, and … Continue reading

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He May be Coming Around

We had a phone call with the social worker. We had a nice simple conversation after. He thinks adoption suits our family, he is just concerned about timing. This made me feel so much better. I was starting to feel … Continue reading

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Angry Looks Directed at My Husband

That’s where I am at right now. He has said he doesn’t want to go any further in the adoption stuff.  He’s not ready, he doesn’t want more children! HE MAKES ME SO MAD. I asked if this meant right … Continue reading

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Some Kind of Crazy Stuff Going on Over Here

Ok, I debated about whether or not I would share this, because it is kind of crazy and I am not even sure what my reaction to all of this is yet, so really going to be unsure about everyone … Continue reading

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