That’s where I am at right now. He has said he doesn’t want to go any further in the adoption stuff. He’s not ready, he doesn’t want more children!
HE MAKES ME SO MAD.
I asked if this meant right now, or forever, and he says he doesn’t know. Before I terminated, he said, We’ll try again, right? and I said NO. If I can’t do it for this baby, I can’t do it!
now if he would have said, this is your very last chance to have anymore children, then perhaps I would have taken those words and reflected a bit more, and slowed down a bit more.
I told him the dog has to go. I didn’t want one of those, and since we are no longer taking each others wants into consideration…Yes, I’m struggling to act like an adult right now.