Category Archives: grieving

It All Happened Again

Well, it’s been two years since I updated this blog. And I have wanted to update so many times, so that I can show anyone out there reading, that there is hope. You can get back to joy. Real true … Continue reading

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Restless

I spend a lot of my day looking at design and craft blogs and blogs about party planning. If I had my real career dreams come true, I would have wanted to be an actress or an event planner. I … Continue reading

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Sad

Did I already title a post like this? I might have.  Well I just feel sad today.  Since Monday is a greiving day, Tuesday is usually a depressed/sad day. I just really miss my child so much. A friend of … Continue reading

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Out Damn Spot! Out, I Say!

Guilt, part of the human experience. Universal and timeless, as the Shakespeare quote so clearly recognized. How do I shed it? I feel like it has the power to send me into a psychotic episode. I actually think about that … Continue reading

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I kind of thought I might be pregnant

but I’m not.  I mean it would have been nearly an immaculate conception, but I was kind of excited at the idea. I was going to buy a pregnancy test today.  But now I don’t have to.  I’m not ready … Continue reading

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List

I would be entering my third trimester today.  I woke up feeling sad and then I realized that.  A former friend is having her baby shower this weekend. I wasn’t invited. I lost touch with that group of friends some on … Continue reading

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Children and Pregnancy Loss

I had a good cry yesterday, in the car, on my way home from work. For whatever reason, that’s when the loss always hits me the hardest. Maybe my eyes were puffy when I got home, but I didn’t say anything … Continue reading

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